A very depressed person

This is the picture of the scratch on my monster's back after my energizer tried to run her down. It was a long and uglier scar on the first day. I really just do not understand how my sis and energizer can be more worried about the old and not those who are still young and living. It is like energizer's use of money. She is a black hole when it comes to money as it is never enough. If you give her $100, she will ask for a thousand and she will spend it all. I have no bloody idea where she is spending it as she never has anything remaining at the end of the month. Oh yea... do not expect or even hope to find a pot of gold lah.... She spends it all lah.
So now comes the most painful decision.... do I keep trying to maintain the old when my child is asked to forfeit her share or do I try to be diplomatic? Well diplomacy is really not an option because I have already had many clashes with the energizer many times and for many years and it will lead to no where. My wife is already becoming irritated (to put it mildly) that I have to pay for energizer's medical visits and also any operations and so on and also give her money whenever she needs it and she is also taking from my sister. And also she is losing her brains.... So what do I do? If no one wants to admit to the fact and I am the only person who is thinking for the future and the family's future, then I am finding it a very difficult task and the only thing I can do now is to just withdraw and to cut off all connections. If not, I will face another bankruptcy and another round of being poor just to make the energizer feel good and it will not be fair for my family.
And being around the energizer is now not safe for my child as she may be innocently trying to play and energizer may take it as something else and do something silly again. In the end, it will be another drama and my sis will then try to assuage her own psychological problems by trying to play up to the drama and it will just make energizer feel more like being the drama queen that she is... I am at a loss now.

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