Its been a long time

It has been such a long time since I last blogged, I guess it is because I am tired and also busy. I do not know which is worst, being tired because you are busy or what? Anyway, the elections are around the corner and I am sort of glad that I am in a Single Member Ward, this means the fight is more straight, one on one... mano o mano... I really would not like to be in a GRC where you may support a certain person of one party but not the rest.

As to who I will vote, I will be keeping that secret. But seriously, I will only say one thing and it is something that I learnt so many years ago, you may be in hell, but you can make your own little heaven in whichever hell you are in. I lived overseas so many years and have seen so many hardships, so I guess I can say it with confidence.

As for the other parts of my life, when it comes to my energizer rabbit, she is really sucking the life out of me... She went to the eye specialist and now has to undergo an op to lift the skin over her eyelids. It is true that as you grow older, your skin is not as hard and muscles not as firm and so the op is to make her eyelids a bit tighter and she can see better.... It will cost 4k!!!! She is going for her trip still and she is thinking that next year, she wants to go back to Korea again........ Even my sis is kind of out of money because everytime the rabbit sees a doctor, either she or me has to pay.... She will go to another specialist tomorrow and I had to give her another 200 bucks.... good god... that is 400 bucks on top of her trip money and the bullshit about her trying to save money is just as I mentioned... bullshit because she was playing mahjong almost everyday during the weekend!!!!

I know that humans love to pamper themselves... But this is getting crazy... She does not understand that if you want X and there is limited resources, you will have to sacrifice Y... I am again going into debt just to give her what she wants. But this time, if the banks come knocking, I will allow them to make me bankrupt and then make my case to the gahmen that their policies really stink.... Forcing us to look after our parents and not helping and then after that if our parents are the high maintenance types... we will be left without any money to buy a coffin and to give them their last rites... I am already at that stage... Saving burnt out because of her op.... and her constant need for money and then again for her unreasonable fear of dying.... If she goes to a doctor, they will definitely say that she needs treatment for something... and who pays for it.... That is why I said that I am living with the undead... A vampire of the human kind... God bless me... for no one else will,.......