Are we being productive enough??

This is a good question huh? Now our fertility rate is like 1.16?? We cannot even produce enough to replace the people who will kick the bucket in a few years..... and we work 12 hours day plus and yet not earn enough or do enough to make our paymasters happy...... oooooohhhhh... we are indeed in a pickle huh??

Imagine, wife says "dear... lets get naughty"... and you are hunched over the workstation trying to complete the darn report by tomorrow or your ang mo boss who does nothing at work will be angry... "Not tonight dear... got work to finish".... Even if you wanted to be naughty, she will most probably say that she is too tired because she has had a tiring day running after your little one because child care is way too expensive.... Seems like a vicious cycle huh?

But still, I actually have it quite easy lah... At least I will not get any ahem ahem even if I do not have any work to do and am really feeling randy and robust... hehehehe... Isn't it a coincidence??? But hey... why the hell do I care because I am always too tired anyway.

However, in being tired, I find that going home and being with my family makes me feel so much more alive and happy. It is tiring to run after the little monster, but then she is such a beautiful little monster. And it makes me feel very happy and secure to be home in a place where I can be myself and talk to a person who understands me and cares for me like my wife.

I am blessed.