Taking a long deserved break

I'm in Osaka now taking a long break with my family. I guess that its been a long and hard year and it will be another hard and long year next year. But hey, we're all gonna die in 2012, so its ok.... if the shit doesn't end nxt yr... it will still end the yr after next right? Now that is what I call being positive.... hehehehehe

Anyway, like I was saying, its gonna be a hard year next year because my company just merged with another company and also because we will see new changes in management and so on. But you know something? (No I will not mention 2012 again)... it really doesn't matter. With or without a job, I will still have to survive and I have been surviving since a long time ago. The only thing is that now, with a family, things do get a bit more dicey as I am now responsible for more people. But like I said, I am always open to throwing people into the deep end of the pool to make sure they survive. I will not be mean to my family, but I will also not be too nice.

And as for my other family, the headaches will never cease, so I will not even bother to mention it anymore.... I will just take it like a bad dream and just pretend that things are all well over there and if not well, who the hell cares.

We went back to wifey's home town of Akita... It was cold!!! 2 degrees C in daytime.... that is colder than some freezers man... I was in hog heaven because I love the cold. But it was a bit too cold in the nights. Coming back to Osaka, where the temperature is a more agreeable 14 degrees C, it almost seems like living in heaven. That is why I really do not want to go back.

But I still have a life back in Sg... sob sob sob... My really good friend in Thailand did ask me to go back and work with him when I was there just before I came to Osaka. But the big problem is that I still face the same problems I had many years ago, when I was there... the pay may be good if I were living there... but it would not afford my living in any other places.

I have said many times before, you have to make your own little heaven in no matter which hell you are in. I do hope that all of you take heart and do have a great Christmas and Happy New Year.