My Baby is growing

Here are the latest pics of my monster. How she has grown in the few months I have not seen her. I guess that this is the time where the most changes happen and if youare not there to be a part of it, then you will most probably never have the chance again. But in a way, as adults, there are times when we have to make certain sacrifices. Not for drama and or whatever, but for the sake of the family as a whole.

That is why sometimes I really get very fed up when people do things they know they should not do and or do not think when they do certain things.

Anyways, I had a really tiring weekend. I guess I was already building up to a burn out, so I slept mostly on the weekend and really took things easy. I even fell asleep really early last night and only woke up at 7. But I know I was snoring a lot becoz I had such a sore throat when I woke up. That is not a good thing as now I really have to worry about sleep apnea. But then again, we will all die one day, so I am not afraid of dying.

Not like my energizer rabbit who is so afraid of death and yet does not know how to enjoy life. I guess that when you are weak psychologically, you are really never gonna be happy. I told her how unlucky I was this year and she said that she was even more unlucky... When I told this to my wife, my wife could not decide whether to be angry or to be surprised. My energizer has already lived through cancer not once but twice!!! She has already been to Europe not once but twice!!! She has nothing to worry about except when to be hungry or sleepy. Yet she still insists on going to her traditional chinese medicine and paying at least 100 bucks a week!!! Imagine how much more money she will have if she does not spend so much? And in the end, who suffers? It is us, we have to save more so that she can have more. But of course, in so saying, I am liable to be listed as a bad child. And most probably the gahmen will also look badly on this. Hey man, I had my power stopped last week because when the Singapore Power tried to do a Giro, I did not have sufficient funds in the flipping Giro account and they did not tell me that Giro did not go though. I am living on hand and mouth each month with the usual worries about where can I stretch each buck. Baby needs to be fed, wife needs to live and I also need to provide. And yet I manage to do so almost every month. Not like some people who just take and take and take. And yet the gahmen is not helping us. My taxes grew by 100% this year. From 300 plus to 600 plus... So in the end, almost 1k of my salary goes into such unseen things... Damn it is expensive to live in Sg.

Well enough of raging on... It is like throwing yourself at a brick wall, it will not work out. I just hope that seriously things will change for the better and that my bad luck does not affect my wife and child too much.