The Energizer Rabbit....

As I mentioned in the title... she just goes on and on and on and on and on.... if you get what I mean. So now peeps, I am faced with a dilemma, I have a rabbit who will go on and on, but she is spending vast amounts of money because she thinks she is going to die..... But she has no will to die.... She just called up and said that she does not have to see the onco doctor anymore.... So wat does dat mean? Her time with the maker is and will not be so soon.... Perhaps I will go first at the rate I am going.... In the end, my sis also has a part to play... She is over compensating with my mom again. Just like with her kids, she allows my mom to have anything and everything and in the end, my mom does not even realize how dire our straights are. I only had 4 bucks in the bank last week!!! Can you imagine this? Why is this so? Because I had to chip in to pay for the air ticket, give 2k worth in Euros and also help her to pay for her chinese medication. Imagine how much it is to just keep her alive? And this is without any other complication!!!

I am not being mean, but my mom is already demented and does not have a good grip of reality. Imagine, she says that she has to spend all her money because when you bring the money back, you will lose out on changing it back... WTF!!! If we are talkin about having only 20-30 Euros left, if you want to spend it... fine.... You are talking about hundreds or maybe thousands.!!! And she has to spend it all??? For the love of god and all that is muighty... does she not know how hard it is to even save $1??? I have to worry about how to get money to pay my bills and to feed my baby and she spends it all like it is water!!! And must use it all up wor.....

Imagine, when I only have 4 bucks in the bank, I will have to consider how to stretch it for the next few days and so on.. She does not need to.. She has 2 rich and high salaried children who will be her personal atm. She has no need to save... but we must as responsible children make sure she has enough and not too much... For a child (since she has alzheimers) there will never be enough. I gave her 900 euros which is equivalent to 2k sgd... she went to buy all the bloody useless T-shirts and so on so that she can brag to everyone that she has been to bloody Europe on a bloody holiday and paying bloody cut throat high prices for pieces of shit... Did she even think of how her poor son or daughter had to save to give her that and how she should be thanksful and try to save some in return??? No bloody way.... and no one is helping me in this.... I will say that if this does not stop... I will put a stop to it!! This cannot go on... It is just like the last time when I nearly got bankrupted bcoz she kept taking and taking.... It will never be enough, but she is not responsible because she is like a child.... Haizzzzz