2 very emotional phrases...

Hey sports fans... I was really in a deep state of thought. 2 ladies who had a deep deep impact on my past said 2 things. One said "I think I hurt you more" and the other said, "love you". The first was my ex... she hurt me a lot... but in so saying, so did I... so there is no use going back into the past and saying who hurt who and why... It is only to look at the future and not to hurt anyone else. Then the "love you" was by a long long lost fren who I really hurt so badly so many years ago. People change and whether they are good or bad, they should be given the chance and the opportunity to show that they have changed.

I was a really bad bad person who did not care about anyone or anything in the past life... But through experiences and through lessons, I became the person I am now... though there are still a lot of areas I have to change, I guess that I am almost there in my journey.

So my blast from the past is still coming and it feels really good.