I must be getting old

You know you are getting old when you do not enjoy a lot of things that you used to.... or maybe u are getting wiser??? I would rather call it old lah...

Anyway, I will be going to Sepang for a race because there is an invitation for all Evo 10's to do a few rounds there.... Wooohoooo.... But unlike previous times and episodes, I did nothing much this time.... In fact.... I did nothing... hehehehe... While the others were setting their cars up, changing their tires, programming and so on, I am just sitting by... Why? Because I am old... no lah... there is nothing much to set up if you are not going to be aggressive and not going to attack the track like a maniac... I will just drive at my own pace and enjoy myself lor....

In fact.... yesterday, I tried to drive at high boost, which is supposed to give my car around 380 horses... I chickened out very soon.( ai serious... I heard round objects drop on the road when I was stepping hard on the accelerator and I am pretty sure they came from me....)... Why do I need so much power and why do I want it? So I am happy with my car as it is and even on the track, I have nothing to prove.... I must be getting old....

It is just like womanising and gambling... I have not bought 4D in a jolly long time... Not just weeks, but months... It is only when the inspiration strikes me that I will buy and if I do not hit... I will curse at myself for being mis-inspired.... hehehehehe... And I have not bought Toto for years... I think gambling is really not worth it, though some people may think that it is their chance out of the sh*t that they are in.

Womanising is also the same... I wud rather spend time and money in my car or family than a lady.... Of course the 2 ladies, wife and Tina will be having all they want and need. But when it comes to having an affair or another girl... I also feel that it is not worth it... Some guys may want to have some form of thrill and or a feeling of a girl loving them in both emotional and physical way... However, perhaps I am getting old.... Man I must be old... I am repeating myself... hahahahaha..But seriously, why do men do it??? My wife gives me everything I need and my daughter takes away everything I have... so why need another girl to do the same things? hahahahaha.

Some guys have ego, but being short and plump all my life, I do not have any ego.... Nothing to be egotistical about lah.. hahahaha.... Drive a hot car?? So what... I am paying through the nose for it.... Have a hot wife... she is not so hot in bed..... Earn a lot of money... man... you have not seen me spend my money.... So nothing great lah...

Anyway, back to the race... Many say that it is dangerous and or exciting... depending on who says it lah.... But the good thing is that there will be very few cars and i will be among the last ones.... A long long way away from the rest.... In case the front cars collide and then I am unable to brake in time... and I do not want to be in front bcoz I do not want any pressure from young hot blooded kids.....I am an old man who has a weak heart... hahahahahaha....

But seriously though, I am feeling my age... But do not wori, I will not be enjoying second childhood and so on anytime soon.... my first childhood has not even finished yet.

Anyway.... I was realy lucky in the sense that I have added some things to my car, but... But... BUT they were all free..... yess freeeeee..... why..... barter trade... heee heeee... I got a new set of brakes..... which are only slotted.... why??/ because my fren got his set and they were only slotted.... mine has holes in them some more... so it looks nicer... ok lor... changeeeeeee....Then I have a HKS painted on my intercooler... did I buy it? Nope... the garage painted it on for freeeee.... why bcoz I said it would be their advantage...Since they are the main distributor of HKS products... hehehehehe...

Then my friend gave me a set of exausht guards because I have been treating him for dinners and lunches and so on.... not bad hor???? Must be nice to be a nice old man... hahahahaha

Anyways... I am looking forward to having fun on Sat man....