Oh well... what to do??

Here are some new and latest pics of my baby... she is literally my baby mah... hehehehehe.... But seriously, it does pain me not to be with my family as my child grows up, I am not there to experience many of the firsts. Her first crawl will also most probably be over by the time I see her in Dec. I already missed her first yabber and her first flip... But like I predicted, she is really like T-rex, so she can flip herself from back to lie on her stomach, but her arms are too weak and she cannot flip herself back.

As for other parts of my life... well... how can I put it??? I have a run of bad luck...First, on Sat, my sis and mom dropped a bombshell on me... They went to the TCM physician mom was consulting for her breast cancer many years ago... As mentioned before, each time she goes, she will have to pay $150 and she has to go every week... Dooommmmm on me..... She went for a length of 1.5years at least... so dats gonna be a big hole in our expenses because she will have to go for chemo and also for other stuff inclusive of her trips to Bangkok and or other places.... Hey... its ok... we are printing money and like my sis said... it is small money.... as compared to a life... I don't mind living a life of slavery and also being in debt man... after all, if mom needs a total of 100k a year for the treatment, its only 8.3k a month right? If it is like one guy's blog where he lemants that he needs to pay 300k a yr just to keep him alive... we will be able to handle that too... My house is 280k and if I sell it and not put it back into CPF, I can pay for one whole year man!!! Yeaaaaa!!!

Lets not talk about my own survival here hor...

Further to this, I think my run of bad luck really got so much worse... I washed my kitchen like I always try to do on weekends... I was pretty happy with it because not many guys will take the effort to clean their homes... So I was about to take out something I had bought earlier... a pack of satay bee hoon.... The plastic bag holding the satay sauce dropped and splattered all over the floor... Thank goodness I washed my floor and kitchen... I had to scoop up what I could so that I could have something to eat for supper.... (Thank god I cleaned my floor period)... but then the mess has to be cleaned again as it was oily and dirty and there was peanut all over... So I cleaned the kitchen a second time... and guess what ladies and gents??? Yesterday... I was so unhappy about not being able to enjoy the satay bee hoon that I bought another pack... This time.. I said that I would eat it immediately so that it would have no chance of dropping.. But while I was trying to cut the top to pour it out... it slipped and the satay sauce came pouring out... S**T!!!!!!!!! first... lucky my floor was still clean... scoop scoop scoop... grumble mumble... scoop scoop... then after dat came... F***... S**t.... gotta clean my floor a third bloody time.... I swear... I will not eat satay bee hoon for a while man....

But then ladies and gents... like I said.. when life gives u lemons... u make lemonade... for me... Drop satay sauce... scoop scoop curse curse....