Going home

Has it been 6 weeks already? Man time really does fly... but I sure as hell was not having fun. I will be flying back to Sg tomolo and will leave wife and baby behind. I am just worried that she will not be able to handle baby all by herself. Though she is staying in her parent's house, her mom has to work in the daytime (if she doesn't work, then where will the money to live come from) and her dad is half paralysed, so cannot help very much.

Baby has settled down somewhat, but then a baby settles down most after 3 months, so wife has another 2 months of hard work ahead of her. That is why I am worried. She will basically be looking after baby alone. With her mom helping in the night.

Well we all have our crosses to bear. That is what I truly feel and always try to practice. We cannot carry everyone's cross no matter how much we feel like doing it.

Then when I get back, I will also be really busy with work. But the only thing that will push me forward is actually the hope that we will be together in Dec again and then I will bring them both back to Sg with me.