A feeling of dispair... or is it worry

I just had pretty worrying news today, my wife shows signs that she will hemorrhage badly and the doctors are so sure that they already set a date for ceaserean and also asked her to prepare her own blood for transfusion. So it seems kinda scary... But then if that biatch dares to die on me and leave me with a baby in my hands.... I will have my hedonistic ways with it man... Jus joking lah...

But the thing is... its a good thing I have slowing trying to save for a rainy day... the op will cost about 10k SGD... where to find so much money at this time??? And people think that they are in the midst of a recession. But seriously speaking... even if I tell this to Energizer rabbit, she will not understand.... The other day, she asked for some cash so that she could buy some small stuff and also to give some tips... So her loving son changed 150 Euro and 50 USD... That a heck of a lot of small change and tips... and she called back claiming it was not enough.... $%^&*(&%^&*()_$%^& lets see that woman earn so much money... And she was claiming that it was so unfair that I was shouldering so much responsiblity and so on... and the next day she calls up asking for a digital camera... Everyone swears that they know she has a silver camera... but she says she does not have it... and she was saying I was so poor thing.... Yea.... guess what... she was playing mahjong on Saturday too... So she says one thing and thinks another... if she thinks at all....

Haizzzz... that is the curse of my life lor.... But then the big thing is that even being cursed... I am also looking at the positive side of things... So I can get to see my daughter earlier... and she will cost me a bloody bomb... There is still the 6k waiting for the next IVF cycle as the money paid cannot be refunded... Oh well... wat the heck... No wonder people do not want to have children in Singapore.


Wait... my girl will be born in Japan... same thing lah... f**king ex lah.... But looking at the bright side... wife does not have to undergo labour... so it is cut and pop and done... hopefully the bleeding is not too bad and then she gets well after that... I will be giving her plenty of my company's products after and before she gives birth. So instead of waiting for hours and hours... I only need to go out for a few sticks and she should be done... hehehehehe.... and because there is no birth through the ahem ahem... her hip will not be mis-aligned and she can get back to shape more easily..... Bright side... bright side.....

Well wish me luck.....