Sick again

2009 has indeed not been a great year for me, but I am not being pessimistic and neither will I say that we are doomed... As a matter of fact, I am having fun suffering.. hehehehhee

What happened was that wifey gave me a cold.... I was actually sick free for almost 3 weeks while I was in Japan. Then towards the last weeks, she got a cold... and gave it to me... Thanks... but I guess that is what love is!!!??!! Hmmmm if this is called love... no thanks man....

Anyway, so I came back with a bad cough... agian... I had one for over 3 mths before and it got worst.... My lymph node on the throat swelled up... It was the size of a golf ball and I thought I was having the mumps!!!! I could not swallow and even enjoy my smoke because the stupid lump was in the way....!!!

So I went to the doc and asked him to knock me up.... A lot of people ask me why I keep going to the doc because he does give very very strong meds and one of the meds actually nearly killed my sis... But I am comfortable with the meds and am happy taking them... So he wanted to put me on antibiotics.. which was fine and dandy, but I had an itchy butt... So I asked him for a really strong one... The strongest he had was a single dose antibio.... Dear frens.... imagine this.... antibiotics is supposed to be taken as a course over a few days... so if you ask for one that is single dose... take one time and you are done.... you are asking for trouble... trust me on this... How strong must this be???? Pretty damn strong...... !!!

So I wanted to take it when I got home.. but sis was going crazy so I decided to take it in the office and if anything happened to me, at least there would be people who could call for an ambulance for me.... Luckily nothing much happened, but I did feel pretty shitty for the whole day.... Stomach was saying..."no more please.... I am going to resign as being your stomach!!" and my head was spinning... but after I got home.... things slowly were getting better.... Even today... I am still not 100%, but at least the pain is slowly going away....

People will ask... why do I do the things I do... I look at them and just tell them that what has to be done has to be done... no matter how you feel about it. Just like wifey has to go for a walk everyday to ensure that she gets enough exercise and not put on too much weight.... It is cold and she is having a cold... but the consequence of not moving around is that she will be weak and she may gain weight...

It is also the same with the way I do things in the house.... I still have to fix the aircon and remote that my little energizer rabbit spoilt... But I will only do so when I have spare cash and I do not care if she does not have any air con while she is playing mahjong...

Life is hard and so are people. There are no lords and queens... only people who use or are used... So we have to be hard and realize that no one owes us anything and we should not owe anyone anything too.

Well that is all for today.... Peace out brothers and sisters.