A Proud but confused Dad

This is a ultra sound pic of my little baby in my wifey's womb....3.7mm..... If you think about it.... dats damned small.... But it still never ceases to amaze me lor.... how we can produce life like dat.... It is a miracle.... esp after having gone through so much trouble, time and cost.....

But seriously... after my first sight of the little thing... it has made me change a lot of things I do and also take for granted..... I used to be a bit of an idiot especially when I am driving.... Now this idiot refuses to be pushed and is so careful when driving I think I better put on a "P" plate.... I guess that now the fact has hit.... the fact has dawned and I have to make sure that I stay around to look after the "it" till at least it is big enough..... Although I do not know when I old enough.... I know of some 30yr olds who are still recieveing money from their parents..... (thoughtful quietness..... turned into cold hard fear... what happens if my child also like dis?)

Well, the thing is we never know what the future will bring.... But as sure as the sun will rise tomorrow, the future will come.... So now is the time to build that future.....

I am supposed to be by her side...but I "love" my job too much.... I do not know why guys take it as a time to have fun and or to go out with other ladies.... Maybe it is because they feel that for the next 9 mths... they will not be getting any so they are "itchy".... Well guys... u are married.... if u want any "nooky", you have to be nice to your wife and love her in the way she wants to.... and she will give you all the nooky or honey you want.... It is the same here mah..... my honey is still as sweet as the day we married and even before man.... And if I have to wait 9mths... I will do so man......

Well gotta go for now... will be overseas again for the whole of next week... I love my job too much man......