Mumble and grumble

We Sillyporeans love to moan and groan.... and it is the same with me... If I did not like to moan, then I would most probably not have this blog.... But seriously speaking, last night the full implications of my wifey being pregnant hit me like a ton of bricks..... In fact, it hit me twice and both times.... hard.... hehehehe

The first brick or tonnes of bricks was actually the fact that we created life and that we would be parents really soon. Our un-born child is almost a month old.... Calculating back to the only possible days of recent conception. Oooooooohhh responsibility time man.... Will it, (I am using it because I am still not sure of its sex... though I am pretty convenced it will be a she) come out okay and healthy? Will I be a good dad??? And I just bought a shit expensive car.... so I am truly up shit creek without a shitting paddle!!!!! But seriously a lot of worries just popped into my mind.... Doommmm on me.... Ooooohhh Shiiiitttttt.....paddle paddle... yucks yucks....

Then after settling the worries of the first ton of bricks... came the second ton..... how to look after wife and make sure that she is ok when she is so far away and she cannot travel now? She will have to go to the doctors by herself.. get herself tested and so on by herself... I do pity her man.... I would like to fly to her and be with her and look after her as this will be coming into the second month of her pregnancy soon.... hmmmmmm... well maybe as soon as I finish my flying schedule, I'll take a break and go.

Ladies and gentlemen, seriously speaking, the reason why our birth rates are so low is that it is a daunting experience....