Hmmmmmmm

Exactly as the heading goes... I am in a sorta confused state. Wifey is supposed to be having her time of the month (I do not mean party hor) yesterday... She is late.... So what that can mean is .... she is late?? or that our efforts at natural conception was successful.... So here comes the hmmmmmmm....

After all the pain and cost... if she gets pregnant now... it is all wasted.... My efforts to produce the ahem ahem.... not exactly wasted.. however... its gonna cost to keep them till the next round.... And since I have 2 batched... it will cost me double..... Now the next hmmmmm.... my super chicken wife who does not even have the guts to pierce her ears will be so scared of the pain that she will not want a second child... so my dreams of stereo dolby sound twins is more or less down the drain and I will have to console myself with just one child... hmmmmm

But I am always positive and I guess that is where my strength is.... So no matter what comes... even if it is a false alarm... there is no harm.... Even if I only have mono sound... it is also ok.... As long as we bring up the kid and take of care it.... I am using it because I am not sure if she is really pregnant... and also which sex the child will be.... I just hope that for all the evils I have done till date, I have a child which can be properly sexed and or has no other major dysfunction.

I do have a feeling that I will have girls tho.... I do not have anything against girls... but then you have to worry a lot more for them... The cost will be the same... Clothes.. Handphones... Evo's..... But then you will worry more about girls.... A guy goes out and has a girlfriend... A dad will be pleased and proud.... some may even want to have the son's girlfriend... But a girl goes out and has a boyfriend.... Most dads will stand at the front foor with a shotgun or parang....

I will teach my kid or hopefully kids to be independant and to look after themselves... This is the only thing I can do for them as a parent.... To give them Evo's is out of the question.... hehehehehehe


Will keep you posted as and when I have the time....

Cheers and Peace out