Doom on me...Positive!!!

My wife as I mentioned... has been late.... She did a pregnanc test today and the kit says...."Positive".... I am happy and should be happy... but then... as I mentioned a few blogs ago... I also have very mixed feelings.
I have told her that the 2 batched of ahem ahem that I have put into the bank, to just get rid of 1 and to keep the other. I am not sure if 3 years down the road I will be able to produce anymore ahem ahems.

At least the cost will be not so bad s I will only be keepin 1 set of ahems.

But then she will need money to give birth and so on... so we need money... much much more money... which mean no more modding of cars.... Think I still need a new set of exhaust... hahahahahahaha.

Anyway, back to the story of the pregnancy.... Man I will have plenty of stories to tell my kids... I jus wish dat my dad was here to see all these happenings. I also wonder how come guys are always looking for other char bors.... I have discussed this topic till blue.... Now with wife being pregnant... I lagi don wanna look at other char bor already.

For me, I think the most important thing is not the bodily fluid exchange part of the relationship, but rather the feeling of being wanted or needed. This is actually an ego trip rather than anything else. Sometimes it is not the fluid thing, but is also a feeling thing. Now, this is more dangerous in my opinion. I have had the experience once in my life before. If I mention scandal to my wifey, she will know who it is as I shared with her everything about my past. This scandal is actually a lady who worked in my Thai company. She is tall and beautiful and she liked me. I also liked her a lot. But then she was a staff and I was a boss and for this and only this reason, I never approached her for anything. I am not in favour of office romance as one should think about the company first. She wanted to quit the company, perhaps so that she could try to win my heart, but once unfortunately at that time I was already attached and I told her to forget it.

Any other guy would have had her for lunch dinner and supper and then decided if he were to drop her or not.. However, I am not that type of guy... Which is why I am still damn Pissed O** when I made the joke about being a father to a son in Thailand, even my own family thought I had been naughty and that I made someone pregnant.... Haizzzz o yea of little faith.... hehehehehe