Daily status report

Hmmmmm.... my wife still has not had her time of the month and by this I do not mean the party time and so on..... so the chances of her being pregnant is getting higher.... She will test on Wed, though I was trying to get her to test on Sat or Sun or Mon or any other day other than Wed, but it is up to her.

For me, I will just be glad to have a child because I guess that it is the natural thing for a family. And the sooner, the better.... I am getting older liao...

Talking about old, a really young and interesting lady actually came into my life this weekend.... Oh ye of little faith.... Do not think that I am getting itchy or something like dat hor.... I am not that sort of guy.

She was working in the clinic I always go to and we just exchanged contacts.... That is all.... Most guys I admit will be looking for ways of getting some ahem ahem beep beep, but for me... I am not that sort of guy... For me beep and ahems are all over liao.... Perhaps did too much of it while I was younger.... I am now a one woman man.... But sad to say, not many Sillypore men are like this... Or to put it bluntly... not many men are like this.... The reason is because men are wired differently from women..... Women talk about emotions, men talk about ahem....

Woman do not give themselves to men easily... men want to have as many women as they can.... perhaps we were hardwired for that.... But ego is also a very important reason I think... What is enough? When is it enough? Be it money or honey... When will it be enough? My fren Nopp said that wen it comes to money and honey... it is never enough.... But you see, it takes a lot of discipline and self control to say that enough is enough... Some people will say that I am an idiot... but let me be the idiot... however at least I am standing on moral high ground.... and when I die.... I have one thing less afraid of answering to. hehehehe

I must say that perhaps another reason why I am taking a very high moral stance is because of perhaps the experience I had..... There was once in Aus, when I innocently asked this girl to come back to my place.... and something happened and she thought that we were going steady after a one night stand.... That sort of made me think that it is not as easy as that to have one night stands..... and then something else happened in Japan. A high school girl who I brought out for dinner and movies....(and nothing happened at all hor... no contact.... no nothing hor!!!)... she also went over the deep end and thought that I was crazy for her and she was crazy for me.... ended up stalking me for almost half a year... leaving things at my doorsteps... calling me constantly and so on... Some guys may think... waaaahh shiok.. got college girls going ga ga for u.... must makan leh.... but then they obviously forgot about the show "Dangerous Liason" or "Fatal Instinct".... Shakespeare said... "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"....

So seriously lor..... I may be a normal guy and may also have normal urges... but I think with my brain.... not my other head....That head I have decided does not make any gud decisions hahahahahaha.. Perhaps I think too much and sometimes think too much into something that does not need to be thought. But then it is better to think rather den not and get into trouble.

So now I have a wife... who is loving and is beautiful and who may be pregnant... so why do anything to endanger it? Maybe when she grows old and ugly then I will reconsider lah.... hehehehe... in your dreams... beauty is not physical... but from the heart... that is the only beauty I look for in a human.