A sombre note

Not all my posts are perhaps happy and bright, however, today's post will be a very sombre one. I have decided to send my little energizer rabbit to a mental institution. The reason is because she is no more in control of her thoughts and or of her self. She has been spending a lot of money for a very long time. She has always had a reason to spend, be it for the family and so on. Nowadays, I am trying to stop her from spending because she spends SGD$2k a month without batting a wrinkled eyelid. This is scary for me because if I were to die, who would give her such money? I do not want to be a ghost or spirit and see her on the streets begging. If she cannot control her spending, it will end up in that.

Lately, she has been hiding money here and there and complaingin that she lost it. Our maid found it under her pillow. She even told the maid that she has100k in the bank, which I find is a very scary piece of fact to share with a maid.

She now paints herself in a very pitiful light saying that all she spends on is on her medication and seeing doctors and then her mahjong. It is okay is she spends 1k on all of this. This amount is that of a very well to do tai tai. However, she asks from me and my sis and in all, she gets over 2k a month in cold hard spending cash!!! If she cannot account for it and also cannot even justify it, imagine the injustice she is doing to all the poor people in this world who have to live on much less!!!!

She is not even taking her medication as her condition is not improving!!!

So I have made a decision to intervene perhaps in the most cruel of ways. To put her in a mental institution for the time being. If not, it is too dangerous for us all to even ponder. It is a hrd choice for anyone to make, however, to have an uncontrollable adult and the possibility that the adult will brig ruin to her children is not a choice I can make easily. She mentioned today during an argument that childen are supposed to save money. She is so old and should be allowed to spend money. Does she know how much or how long we can survive on 2k cold hard cash????? If she can promise me that she will die in 1 year from now,I will take the hit and allow her to spend 24k!!! But like I said.... she is th fucking energizer rabbit and she goes on and on and on and on..... If she lives for 5 years.... that is 120k..... Even a patient on chemotherapy does not spend so much every month man!!!!

So I am sorry if I sound like a bastard son. But if I do sound like one... so be it.... I want to see you try to support a blood sucking and life suckin leach for the past 6 years and having three quarters worth of your life sucked out just like that.